Sometimes , i get this feeling that i know who you're going to choose .
And sometimes , i get confused and cry .
Do you know how much this hurts me more than it hurts you ?
I found out who are they .
And guess what , i realised a lot of things since then .
I really wished i never read her blog , nor your blog alrights .
It just links them all up .
I wanna know the truth , your answer .
Even if you're unwilling to make a decision now ,
sooner or later , you need to , you have to .
And in the end , the ones getting hurt arent you nor her .
Its the other two of us alrights .
Giving up may be the only option , i guess .
But i cant , i feel the hurt everytime i try to let go .
Letting go is hard .
Although you said all those words ,
which made me have a little hope (baaaaaaaaah im so dumb)
Im sinking deeper and deeper .
You make promises ,
But do you think you're ever able going to keep them ?
Whether your decision hurts me or not , i just want the answer from you .

One word , thats all i need .