I dont need to know , and i dont want to know .

If this goes on any longer , i really dont know when i'll break down okays .
Maybe even before Eoys ? Arghs .
There's too much things i have to face , alone .
I really cant go on anymore .
I hate being treated differently ,
I hate those constant stares by them ,
I hate everything that has happened ,
I hate this man , fuck .

Alot of vulgaritites are coming out , and the only reason is , i cant suppress my feelings any longer . Its killing me inside, i really need to scream everything out before i really really breakdown for real . Im just wasting my tears over things which aint worth it . Why am i becoming like this ?
I FEEL SUFFOCATED .

I really really need someone to talk to .
Someone who gives me real advice ,
Someone who wouldnt tell anyone else about whatever i've said,
Someone who wouldnt use the things i tell them to use against me .
I have no idea whys D:
I really dont wna the same thing to happen to me again .
If i could cry for three days and three nights , slit my wrist like nobody's buisness in the past ,
God knows what i'll do if it happens again .
Fuck laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa .