DISAPPOINTED.
Its been a really bad week for me. I cant believe i fucking cried in school the whole recess and even back to class too. And damnit , so many people saw :/
What is wrong with me ): I have issues , yes i do. But i've been trying hard already, but it all seems to be in vain ? Why is this happening to me ? I hate myself .
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Happy V'day Eve ! :D
Hahahahahaas , i owe Nadia, Venus and Krismine their V'day's gift O:
Shall go v'day shopping tmr (prolly with Krismine) ^^v
Received chocolates from a few in school , thanks yo . Loves. ♥

TagReplies ,
Emo : wow.when hav i bcum ur sunshine.hahas.xD
Sometime ago (:

Venus: as if uh !
What thing ?

♥MIN: Whoo. New blogskin. And the new blog url tmrw show me uh
Omg, i forgot show you ! x.x Paiseh ! And yeahs , new blogskin , lols .

sherri: haha. hi. link le xD
Thanks ! (:

Jingyu: Chiochio senior! (: Nice blogskin, and long time no tag O:
Imma no chio uh , you are (: And thanks , yeahs . Long time no talk too .

`hy: hi.
Hello.

ChiYu: helloooo jie ! (:
Hello meimei (:

Yes, i claimed im okay, im alright. But do you know how much im hurting inside, it hurts that badly. Its not easy to say things like this . Am i supposed to say, no im not alright, im hurt? How much further are we going to drift. We rarely even sms now, why. Do you know how many times i check my phone just hoping to see one sms from you? In the end, not even one. Now i need you here with me, and you're not. So its was all just my own wishful thinking huh. Idk what happened, but all i wna is everything to be back to like how it was. Not like this. This sucks okay. Miserable, yet no one is there to listen. Maybe its time i ought to wake up from this dream. I know you're busy, i know you're stressed out, and thats also the reason why i dont mind you not coming over. The thought of separating has never come across my mind, so when you said that, i really fucking cried out loud. To the extent that Mum thought something happened to me, and i just came up with some excuse to cover up. I really dk what to do now. )':