Im really tired, both emotionally and physically. Even after everything, things still turn out this way. How im appearing in front of you isnt what i feel inside. I may look like im okay, im fine. I smile, i laugh, i play, i joke, i appear normal and cheerful, like i've always been in school. But is that really how i feel inside ? Im lost, confused, and really hurting. But who really understands. Not you, not her, not him, not them. And i guess, not even myself too.

Now im standing here, watching you from afar. As we drift further apart, reality starts to fade. Everything becomes a blur. And from this, everything seems to be just like a dream. I woke up, found tears in my eyes. Realised, everything had already happened, as if it happened yesterday.