Tell me why ,

why did everything come back to me .
why did it had to be those .
why did i take everything for what it was .
why did it made it hard for both of us .
why did everything ended up this way .
why did i still think of it .
why did that happened .
why did i cry .

I need to pull myself back together , now .
I still have tons of questions in my mind right now , which i really cant find the words to express them .
Luckily for me , there's still dance and midyears for me to think about , relieved from all these .

I guess it all doesnt matter now, right ..

No , its not who you think it is . It comes from a long way back .