Every night , you cry yourself to sleep .

Thinking , why does this happen to me?

Today was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! Bwahahahas .
Dancers were all screaming here and there , when the school announced that dance got GOLD , it was like , wah . Everybody didnt believed it ,

some said the judges were blind ,
some said its impossible ,
some said the other schools were lousy,
one even said MsIvy bribed the judges -.-"

The worst was , some other dancers , im not naming , can actually not believe in us . You guys dont even bother to come for practices , you dont know how much effort we put in . And you can say the judges are blind?! Like wth , we win back a gold for you guys , and what did we get ? Negative remarks questioning our abilities ? You guys are judging us based on that bloody ASSMEBLY PERFORMANCE which was not the real dance for goodness sake . That stage was like half the size of the actual stage . Movements got cut , everything had to be small , the moment we did a big movement , we'll bang into each other . So what ?
You guys judged that we would get C.O.P just because of that ? This isnt fair to us , the fact that we got gold , and you guys dont believe that we could do it, what do you guys want ? A stupid certificate which writes , "Certificate of Participation" ? Isnt that what you guys had expected from us ?

Juniors can even say they were ashamed to join dance in the first place after seeing the assembly performance . So is it such a BIG DISGRACE to be in dance ? Then why bother coming ? When you guys said that , did you know that we, the seniors, are demoralized as well ?

This sucks . We put in so much effort , brought back an award the school wanted so much, and the award we worked so hard for , and all we get is this ? You know what , this is what i told Liting when awalking home with her today .

"PRCS has uncultured people who doesnt know how to appreciate fine arts ."

And she told me to blog about it , lol . So tadah .

Dance part-celebratory party after school today . Super fun . We walked in a big group everywhere we go . Waited for Afiqah at her void deck for her to go up and take her money . Took bus , and we laughed damn loud , hah . Went macs and realised no space so headed to KFC. We took the whole row at the back . Bought food and went to eat . Chatted alot , laughed alot .

VANESSA LIM , YOU BETTER DELETE THAT VIDEO (!)

She ah , nothing better to do , take video of me eating ! -.- And i didnt realised until 30secs later when she told me -.- And i thought she stopped videoing so i continued eating , then she said , "omg its 4mins and you keep eating and eating" -.- Nabila said i looked like someone who hasnt eaten for days , and i was like "what?!" I was hungry okayyyyyyy ! And i DIDNT eat alot , i still had fries left ! LOL :3 They all kept laughing at me 'cause of that , gah .

Seperated after chatting awhile at 1st floor . Nabila is my nanny , muahhahaha ^^ !

Walked home with Liting aftermath , and we sat at the bus stop for 3 hours . Doing what ? We were talking about a whole load of things , from dance , to friends , to school . Ahhhh , first time i talked to someone so long , tyvm Liting ! :D
HSH at around 7pm , hahahaha . We chatted since 3plus going 4 ^^ !

Now, come to think of it , after what Liting told me,
SHE resembles HER alot (!)
Birds of a feather flock together , :)

On a BRIGHT note ,
I love these dancers , alot alot alot . Thankyou for all the support and encouragements , ♥ !
:D

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN :
You not happy with me, buey song me , fine . Who cares anyway , its your own business .
You know what , if you thought i told her crap , then what you told the others are equally as CRAP as well .
This is stupid , i tell you , you can diao me all you want, for all i care, your eye balls will drop out sooner or later from all these rolling of your eyes , tsk .
You can tell them things about me , about me being a pampered princess , about how bitchy i am , you can even tell them to stay away from me , go ahead .
If i were you , i would know this is completely stupid and immature.
Im childish and i dont act my age, but at least i dont ACT MATURE.
And if you thought she was posting about you , do you have a guilty conscience or what ? Nobody said it was you .
You want to find people for backup , find people slap me , whatsoever nonsense you wanna do , go ahead . They dont know you that well , they dont know your true colours .

A leopard will never change its spots . Now i've opened up my eyes and seen .

Im beginning to realise alot of things, finding them out isnt a good feeling. Now that dance is over, i felt empty. Sure, there's my studies to concentrate on, but it still feels empty. So many things have happened lately, and i dont want anymore. Friends, what exactly are they. Someone who sticks by you, or someone who leaves you when you're in trouble?
Strangers, i guess thats all we'll ever remain as..

TagReplies,

Jean: oooh. so myjh is Michelle. hahas. I was wondering which dancer was that. Hahas :D
/yeah , hahahaha .

Sherri: AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! GOld!. I love Dancers! haha we got Gold! Australia here we come!
/Yesssssss ! AUSTRALIAAAAAAAA , AHHHHHHHH ! :D :D :D (spams smileys)

Tracy: yo Jamie(: link me pls ? tyvm
/Yo ! Linkeddddddd ! [:

emo: congrats for getting a GOLD!xD
/THANKYOUVERYMUCH, [: