I guess, everything is different now.

I hate the fucking silent treatment okay.

where do i exactly stand in your heart. i ponder. i wonder. i know you're busy. i don't expect much from you either. at least you bothered to message me at least once a day, i'm contented. but why do we always end up quarrelling, even over something that trivial? we have nothing to talk about, nothing in common. i know, all this i know. i'm already putting in that extra effort to try and understand. we don't do all the normal things that couples do, but i didn't complain. i'm happy enough to know you're there with me. but why is it that, we don't even talk at all at times. you say nobody would care, even if you wanted to die. did you think about me? i know you have problems, so do i. i'm already doing everything i can to control my own emotions. why is that its so different now. i don't deny i really do miss the old times, but they can't be brought back. i've been hoping and taking every day as it counts. i'm tired. really really really very tired. i'm worried as it is. i just want, like what i said, solve things together. You agreed with me, didn't you. Is that so hard ?

/Weini Jie , cheerupppppp okayz , things will be fine :)