"The air of no drama, no more."

I wonder and wonder, what am i doing with my own life?

A random post . Not necessary at all .

Jamie asks, why did she tear for you all over again ?
Reply : Because she's nothing but a big, foolish and stupid moron who's still waiting for someone who doesn't even care. Pfft.

Thank you Melissa for standing up for me yesterday. I'm fine now.
I know how much of an idiot i was to plunge in twice. Only to get the same result. I shan't rant my frustrations here, :) I love the way my life is now. Even if it isn't all smooth-sailing, even if i ain't happy. Right now, it's me me and myself against the world. No you.

I just realised that my private blog's posts are all damn long, -.- Seems like i really have alot to rant out, anddddd i wonder how i managed to write that long, while i can't even write a decent long post here. Not to mention, wordy. -inserts spastic laughter-

I have a long long long road ahead of me.

I have AP, i am mentally unstable, i'm not in the right state of mind.
But i'm clear-headed enough to tell what's going on.
I am pathetic. I have the ability to console others but i don't have the courage to face my own problems . Geez. I am such a coward ah. :/

Lim Juanhui and Lemon made me malu dao yao si last night in Audition -.- See lah, until people from lobby whisper me some crap things. Then i had to go explain to them say is Lemon anyhow put room name ==" Someone creeped me out with his psychotic and dramatic story also, and i have no idea why i bought his story, sheesh .Crazycrazycrazy experience. Gullible much ?

Meeting Weini Jie and Pig later on, ahahahaha. Can't wait, KFC oh, my cheesefries (!) :B
/Update later ! C: