Ignore my spastic face kay , i was trying not to laugh -.-

090909 (!)
The ninth day of the ninth month of the ninth year in the twenty first century.
at 09.09pm :D
Hahahahahahahahahaa, once in a lifetime alright. Don't blame me for being lame here, even though i know i am acting like a retard. Teehee, :)

"Not all scars show,
Not all wounds heal.
Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels."

This makes sense to me.
I'm still not moving on, why. Why can't i just let go of this. Why can't i just move on, like how i always do? Am i really happier without him? Am i really happy with my life now? Am i just lying to myself? Are you happier now? All these, have been going through my mind today, throughout.

Deceptions, could this be the best way?

Thankyou Weini Jie for the encouragement, and for the song too. ^^
I will try to, no matter how hard it gets.
[P.S: Thanks for the pm too, :) ]

Wordy post, hahahaha. As usual, :)

Yesterday, overall was a fun day. Left house around 3 to meet up with Ben and Weini Jie. Yah, so first time see my jie so obviously i blurblur =.= Reached MRT station i still looking around busy finding them =.= So it was awkward in the beginning, pretty much nothing to say. I walk normally, they say i walk fast ._. Headed to KFC for my cheesefries :D ! Slowly the atmosphere wasn't so awkward and we started talking and laughing. Stayed there for like 2 hours, walked around whitesands. Went Popular. AHHHH, I GOT THE TEMPTATION TO BUY ONE BOOK FROM THERE, SO INTERESTING OKAY ! And normally you won't see me going gaga over wanting some book found on the shelves -.- But the summary at the back was really interesting. Hmm, shall find some time drag Mummy there, heh ^^ I hope it's still there :(

Headed to my block downstairs the table there to study. Heh. And i managed to finish my Chemistry ! (Y) And the occasional teases by Ben because i couldn't do my maths, good job ah pig. =.= My maths sucks hardcore. Sigh. HSH around 8.
Thanks for the necklace (!) :D Appreciate it alot, :)

Oh and Jie said my panda rings can see already, ohmygod ohmygod :'(

Summarise today.
Today's alright uh. Morning woke up at around 7. Washed up and prepare to go out, until Teresa told me that Glen just waked up only. Mamade, make me wake up so early -.- Lazed around, left house around 8.30. Headed to school to pass Glen my maths file to hand in. Thanks ah. Bused back to WhiteSands. Had breakfast at Macs. Arcaded awhile, and headed to Ehub. Found out some things, so shocking. Right Teresa? ;) Hahaha. Waited for that Glen for like 1 hour? Camwhored, like usual, in the meantime. Now i must wait for that girl to transfer the photos -.- And Glen finally came after a gazilion years later. (kay exaggeration :D)

Argued awhile, finally decide to watch G-Force. Went to eat MeeSua, under Teresa's recommendation. Nicenice ^^v Rushed for movie and made it in time. The movie was super duper cute okay ! If it's in 3D, i bet it'll be sooooo much cooler. But i was freezing inside the cinema though. Didn't regret catching it, thumbs up :)

Main objective of the outing? The movie. So after the movie ended, clueless. Glen bused home, Me and Teresa walked around Ehub. Me like oreo tiramisu from emicakes eh, hinthint* :p Super nice, yumyum. Bused to EastPoint starbucks to find Danping&Co. for POA meeting. Only Laura and her turned up. Sandy couldn't make it, and Charmaine, we told her not to come since she compiled most of the file. Overall, quite productive. And now i have an additional homework, greaaaaaaat. -rolls eyes- Bused back to Pasir Ris. HSH around 6.25.

Felt so uber tired, for once. I have no idea why. It's getting harder and harder to smile genuinely nowadays..

On a lighter note,
Finally talked to Krismine today. Well, through text messaging anyways. I hope things are alright now. Smiley faces are appearing, so i hope it is. I've realised how much i've changed ever since then. Two weeks ago ,

Currently talking to Xinliang on Msn. Well, simple. I managed to obtain certain kinds of information from him. He's well known for stalking people, hahahaha. Since primary school. Some things never change, :) I shall officially hire him as my informant, hahahaha. FOC one :X

I don't know how exactly should i feel now. Seriously lost all sense of direction. What is wrong with me. He's gone, and never coming back. Why am i the moron who still waits like a stupid fool? I need time to cool down. Ah.

Sometimes appearances don't show everything. One moment you could judge a person as a nice and decent person, the next second, that person could be someone else.
Agree or Disagree?